Almost One Month...

4 more days and it will be this blog 1st month anniversary.Its achievement is some how very surprising,because this is a personal blog,no specific niche,no certain target audience,no certain posting schedule,no certain topics to write about,just what I was thinking at that moment are what this blog is all about.

The visitors are almost 1000,I get an average daily visit of about 35 - 50,the highest among my 3 blogs,7 visit through search engines and about 12 subscribers.Some of you might say this is nothing,but to me it is some thing that I am proud of,since I only use Link Referral and BlogUpp to promote my blog,I'm not actually an active member of Blog Catalog,I only submit this blog to 3 blog directories and lately I'm not very active in the 3 forums I join.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all LR members that have visited this blog,giving their reviews,about 120 of it so far,most of it are very encouraging,some not very good but its OK,Blog Catalog members,my forum members from Blogger Forum,Bloggeries and Blogger Talk,I got 3 people submitting their reviews to Stumbleupon,lots of comments..thank you all,I really appreciate it.This special thanks goes to 3 very wonderful people who have been very supportive to this blog..my girlfriend,Bushra@nyomel..I love you so much,you are always by my side no matter what,mostly in the last 5 difficult years..it is not much easier now but I think we have gather strength from our past experience to see this relationship through,and I always pray to God that one day,hopefully very soon we can achieve our dreams to be together,forever.Sandra from Croatia who always visit this blog,leaving comments and now we have start mailing each other,thanks for your support,your friendship and last but not least,to Nancy,it is wonderful to have other bloggers as friends,even though we never met,we never knew each other before,but through life on the Internet,and mutual understanding of how great this life is,respect for each others interesting view and thoughts,we become closer and supportive for each other.

Blogging is more about exposing our self,our thoughts and our dreams,but it is actually a medium that connect us to others,in ways we never thought could happen before,reaching to people we never knew we could,and gaining respect,friendship and trust by being true to our self,being honest,being open and doing it with lots of love and care.We live in different part of the world,different culture,different religion,different circumstances but here,on the Internet,we live in harmony in one big blogging world,blogging community with one common reason,to let people know about us,and in the process,we learn a lot of things,and get to know a lot of great and wonderful people.

If we all can live this wonderful life in the real world,wouldn't it be nice?No war,no hate,no prejudice..no borders or skin colour or religion separating us,everybody is equal,everybody helping,loving and caring for each other.

Hopefully I and all of you will still be around next year when I can write again to celebrate this blog 1st year anniversary and we will see how much things or the world have changed within that period.Thanks again to all of you,keep on blogging and remember to have respect and love for our fellow bloggers,our brothers and sisters in this World Wide Web.

The Power Of Love.

We all know what love is I presume,so I don't think there is a need to explain or elaborate about it.Most personal blogs are about love.Love for the family,love for the one you love,love your hubby,your wife..hmm..I seldom see a a blog where a guy write about his love for his wife :-),love for sports,love for games,love for your pets,love this,love that..love..love..love.I really like it when people wrote about the things or person that they love,because writing about things or person you love,is not hard and actually the best thing to write is about things or person that you love..because we always hear people saying..I just can't stop talking about him/her/it because I just love him/her/it so much!When we write about something we love,all the things just come pouring out of our heart.

Most of the time we read or hear stories of great relationship or bonding between mother and daughter..I agree..but still,I want to share my love,and my beautiful relation with my mom..I know,Mother's Day has past and I know my mom won't be able to read this,even if she can,I don't think she could understand what I'm writing about,and I actually don't want her to know,especially not from me.I'm writing this to share with all of you my love for my mom,and maybe make us realized how special,how wonderful,how meaningful our life is to have a mom.

I'm the youngest in my family,but that is not the reason why I'm closed to my mom.We're like friends,even sometimes we're like boyfriend and girlfriend..I went shopping with my mom,when I was small,during my teenage years and even now..I love shopping with my mom,she will ask me,is this nice?do you like that dress?And normally she will buy what I choose for her..love her when she do that,makes me proud you know.Even if we go out as a family,I will be the one walking with my mother,following her everywhere she goes,even now..sounds funny isn't it,well it maybe but that is my simple way of showing my mom I love her,that I don't mind spending time with her,because she never complained when she have to wake up in the middle of the night when I cried because I'm hungry,or I'm wet.

Once I have to move south because of work commitment,not that I'm not used to being away from my mom,but after about 6 month there,my eldest sister called saying my mom is not feeling well,so I take a leave,went back with my brother.My mother was lying in bed,my sister says she has been like that for 1 week now because her back hurt,but even after referring her to a specialist,the cause is not known.So I sit next to her,rubbing her back slowly,gently and whisper in her ears,I want to have dinner with her at the dinning table..she asked me if I can help her up,which I did,and we have our dinner together.My sister just laughed and said,"Should have inform you earlier,so we can save on the specialist bills"!She falls sick because she miss me.I wanted to come back to see her,but because being in a new place,there is so much to do,I only called..that is why I've decided to move back here,to be closer to her.I wanted her to live with me,but I'm not in the best position right now,hopefully life will be better,so I can bring her here,or maybe find a better house so she can live with me.

I can write thousand pages about my mom,but I think by reading this you've already know how close me and my mom is and I really value and will always treasure my relationship with her.If I did something wrong,I will hug her,kiss her cheek and ask for forgiveness,I never wait because we never know what will happen.I think what will be my greatest regret is not being able to ask forgiveness from my mom.When I visit my mom,I always hug her,kiss both cheek and forehead,because most mom would do this to their babies,so I think it is just fair to return back the favour.

Bad traits that I have,is because of what I choose to follow or habits I picked up for mixing with the wrong people,the wrong friends..but the good traits,it is what my mom taught me while bringing me up.Blame me for the bad things I do,give credit to my mom for all the nice thing I've done,I couldn't have done all those good deeds if she never taught me to and show me the way.

I Love You Mom!

Care For Some Interesting Facts?

Fact No.1

Google tops the place for search among Internet users for April 2008.Results of comScore April shows that share of searches for the top 5 search engines are :

1. Google Sites - 61.6%
2. Yahoo! Sites - 20.4%
3. Microsoft Sites - 9.1%
4. AOL - 4.6%
5. Ask Network - 4.3%

Even if Microsoft do manage to buy Yahoo! the combined search results for both is still less than Google.

Fact No.2

A study by Pew Internet & American Life reveals that people are not using the Internet as we assumed they would.By taking the results of music purchases for example:

• 83% still discovered new music by way of radio broadcast.
• 64% discovered new music through conversation with friends/family/co-worker.
• 56% found it by going to various online tools like artist website and listening to it on streams.

And we thought Internet is the way of life for most people.

Fact No.3

17 years old Alex Phillips a.k.a The MySpace Kid faces charges of child pornography as well as defamation and sexual exploitation of a child.

The Reason - His girlfriend broke up with him,he was hurt,really hurt and because of feeling hurt and angry,he posted nude pictures of his ex to his MySpace gallery and if that is not enough,he added captions to the pictures like "Yo!U see how big her hole is!Its from me!"

Police give him a chance to take down those pictures,but according to investigators,his response was "F*** that!I am keeping them up".

A few things that we can learn.

• Girls,don't ever let your boyfriend take your picture or videos in the nude or while having sex.
• People do lots of stupid thing in anger.
• People do lots of stupid thing when in love.
  
• When you're given a chance to undo your mistake,take it.

When you're in love,everything is beautiful,but when it ends,it can turn out to be a disaster!Love is beautiful,it cannot be forced and confusing sex for love is a big mistake.Sex is sex,people can have sex even with people they don't love,it is lust.Love is to appreciate,to be kind,to be gentle,to be caring,to be responsible.